(Alex your old friend that u will maybe hate me forever.)
Hello, That was a long time i didnt check out the forum.
So yea, The server is closed by a big problem from joker and me
we are no longer friend well yea..
We are closing the server
Joker not on Anymore we cant do anything.
Thanks for supporting us
and keep waiting for my new server i will made maybe in 2 years
)
i will pay all the issues for the VPS .
Btw is not 100% Sure
( im giving all the news)
Ok
Since May 1-29
I was working from recruiting and making custom thing
Then Joker told me to recruit more more.
I was fine..
tireed of this shit i said that im not a slave
then he kick me and call me a bitch
Next day i was crying because i lose a good friend who help me with my real emotion..
i regret it.. wut i do to him. i was considering him as a brother...
Then Qianxuan Chat me i break up with her.
Then She was talking about something
i told my real secret
then.. she never talk to me again..
just some msg but today she stop messaging me.
Next day at school My Friend Tony( On the forum u can check it .)
Told everybody that i was a bullshit lier and a Scammer.
People was believing him..
Other day, i was living at the pain in my heart crying and regret all my darkness ..
i was trying to msg qianxuan
but she didnt reply me back.
Saifoo insult me racist .
Loay not responding me.
People hate me
i was really upset.
June 1-11
School Done, im back at home withount any cheer and word.
My mom wasnt here she was going shopping with my lil brother.
my big bro wasnt here yet..
I was alone..
Break the mirror crying slap myself ...
June 11 2011, Walking outside, No friend with me.. Bullshit on me i got beat up for money.
Drawing the emotion i am right now in a paper and crying of regret...
Sorry .
Iknow u guys will be really suprise of this but is what im living right now..
Sorry but is all the truth of my story.
thank you..
Alex.
